You are the light of my world.

2009-10-08T03:22:00.002+08:00

a picture that speaks more than words can say.

2009-07-16T17:21:00.003+08:00

I still love this photo a lot.
it really bring back memories.
I will never forget of the life we used to have,
that very carefree life.

Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed

2009-01-01T08:16:00.003+08:00

okay HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !
since its the 1st day of 2009
i'm gonna bloggggggggggggg.

anyway, how i spent my countdown.
well, i celebrated it in church.
and yeah honestly speaking, i think its not that great.
after everything, i was kinda excited cause i heard after countdown we going chiong.(party)
so anyway after countdown. some of us were hungry.
so we walked to carls jr, and after eating.
we decided to slack outside carls jr.
woah, i swear man. its the worst and boring night i ever spent man.
the people who came were fun.
but
its just that we got no idea where to go and what to do.
and too many people already.
and basically, quite a number of us were really pek chek by it.
seriously mannnnnnnnnnnnn.
this really sucks la.

and guess what, we stayed outside for like 5 hours plus ?
doing nothing.
okay i shall not say more already. cause i dont see a point.
so yeah,
bye all.

2008-12-14T00:32:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS MR PAUL DAREN LOK !
AND
MISS ESTHER WII HAE YON FOR YOUR BAPTISMMMMMMMMMMMM!

2008-12-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

OKAYOKAY ! hahaha this is the REAL DRIVING LICENCE CARD.

bye!

2008-11-26T18:05:00.001+08:00

this sucks big time man.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-11-22T00:21:00.003+08:00

HeLLooooooo!

today's a great day. HAHAHA
I DROVE ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!
actually last night ard 3am i start my 1st time experience driving alone.
HAHAHAHAHA ^.^ HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
anyway, driving alone is like woah where you wanna go, you can go. HAHAHA
so anyway last night i drove to clark quay.
fetch my dad back from his pub.
so reach home ard 5am.
like woah, i was super tired.

so anyway today !
i drove alone to airport to send joel off.
HAHAHAHA, so anyway after airport.
i drove to church.
after church, i drive kevin and ivan to bedok 85 to makan.
after makan, kevin went to celebrate his friend birthday.
so i send ivan home. then i drove back home.
and here i am.
HAHAHAHA today is a good day.

give me the car everydayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

2008-11-18T22:49:00.001+08:00

I'VE GOT MY LICENSE!!!
but where's the insurance ?!?!?!?!?!

this is really killing me la.
everywhere i drive, my dad got to be beside me.
haha, like machiam no freedom sia.

i wanna travel the whole singapore 1 day !

but anyway yesterday was great, drove like almost the whole day.
drove to msia!:))))))
and yupp, overall i guess my driving still not bad.

but parking alittle sucky.
estimation is kinda bad.
hahaha, but correct practice makes perfect.

that's all folks !
gonna drive to mustafa now with my dad and my maid.
HAHAHA hooray!
see ya!

2008-11-16T22:55:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW'S THE BIG DAY !
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

message today was great.

matthew6:33 (:

truly Our God will never fail.

to God be the glory.

2008-11-13T02:27:00.003+08:00

4 more daysssssssssssssssss !
I MUST PASS.
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2008-10-06T00:59:00.000+08:00

bring us back...

2008-10-04T23:46:00.002+08:00

today was great, 1 of the best message i ever heard.
loyalty is by action and not speech.

a true friend will never say no.

bring me back

2008-10-01T22:32:00.004+08:00

YO EVERYONE !
PICTURES HERE(:

last but not least, roooooooooooooooben took this pic.
cool eh!
hahahahaha

okay that's all
byeeeeeeeeeee !

2008-09-11T23:10:00.001+08:00

oh come on, tell me wth is wronggggggggggggg.

2008-02-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

THIS IS POST IS FOR MY BELOVED 881 SISTER! DAVID IVAN TAN JIAN LIANG !

hahaha, sorry for being late! but still really i wanna thank God so much for bringing such a great friend and a brother in my life.
YOU'RE MY BEST BEST BEST FRIEND AND BROTHER ! REALLY !
you're just there when i need help.
i appriciate alot!
we went baptism together !
but i cant find the photos,
anyway the photos all anyhow one.
SORRY !
and i just wanna say a BIG THANK YOU ! !

hahaha i kind of suck at uploading pictures. but still i will try my best !
i remember this party we celebrated for ben at abel's condo !

we been through thick and thin together, and finally we are in the teamers thingy together !

WE LOVE TAKING PHOTOS TOGETHER !

We got alot of things in common !

WE THINK THE SAME ! CAUSE WE ARE 881 SISTERS !

REMEMBER THE TIMES, YOU STAYED AT MY PLACE ! SO FUN CAN !

THIS PHOTO REMIND ME OF MARY ANNE ! IF U CAN REMEMBER !

AND WE TOOK PHOTOS TOGETHER @ 6AM EVERY CHURCH CAMP !

AND YOUR OWN ZILIAN PICTURE !

WE HAD LOTSA FUN!

3 of us are together :)

and the fantastic 4 !

hahahaha,

again,

we did foolish things together !

and yupp, we both good looking !

hahaha

yupp, i love this photos the most, :)

i love this photo too, ivan you dont look extra in this photo.

YOU EXTRA = I EXTRA

I EXTRA = YOU EXTRA

we attend weddings together.

we love taking pictures

i remember this ! HAHAH CHINA BOY!

we cut hair together !

HAHAHA and yupp that's all ! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY !

AND yupp, thanks for everything ! :D

2008-01-23T00:41:00.001+08:00

THIS IS SO GREAT ! REALLY ! OMGOSHHHHHHHHHH !

I'M REALLY SUPER SUPER SUPER HAPPY !

2008-01-15T17:00:00.000+08:00

Hello everyoneeeeeeeeeeee !
hahahahahaha,

i shall update my blog !
but i really don't know what to say hahahaha !

okayokay, i shall talk about school,
i really really like school alot today.

im glad to know those funny people in class man !
really,
hahahahaha,
my class got lion king !
HAHAHAHAHA ! super funny okay,
and my class advisor(something like form teacher) is a racist man !
HAHAHAHA
and he's super super funny ! he disturb every teacher man ! really,
but he's really really a nice person.

and today i started talking alot !
cause yesterday the 1st day of school for me, im super super quiet.
And im like some nerd in class.
And im like the only person who take down notes.
and im like the only person who pay attention and trying to concentrate on the lesson.

and after today ! everyone know my true colour !
HAHAHAHAHA !
but as usual i entertain the whole class and even the teacher like mad ! HAHAHAHAHA
super funny man,

and school work is difficult !
really, all the java stuffs.
wa lao, at 1st i really dont understand,
but i slowly copy from other people work till i know,
PRO RIGHT ! hahahaha

and okay, im excited for ignite !
are you excited ?

HAHAHAHA,
anyway open heaven's was great ! though i never pay attention.

AND GO SUFFIAN, GO SUFFIAN !
PRAYER WORKS !

2007-11-19T10:16:00.001+08:00

hey! i had a wonderful sleep last night !
i slept at 8+ last night and woke up at 10am this morning !

its like when is the last time i sleep so early ? and when is the last time i woke up so early.
HAHAHA
anyway i just wanna share what i learnt on sat cell.
we learned abt LOVE.
anyway there's 3 kind of love.
and in greek is EROSE, PHELIO, AGAPE (i don't know correct spelling)
so erose is erotic if its translated from greek to english.
then phelio is i think brotherly kind of love ?
hahaha i don't know how to explain agape love. anyway i think its u love so much that you give.
its like in John 3:16 For God so agape the world He gave His one and only Son.
and jun jie was talking abt people in india.
some ppl just cannot be loved. they are called the untouchable in india.
so suddenly a few ppl just came into my thoughts.
as i was thinking what i've done to the people i teased.
i just felt a burden for them lor.
its like i know at times they are irritating and stuff.
but i guess i'm like over the limit already.
and i should not have disturb them already.

anyway yesterday ivan and i went to watch the soccer match between Geners and Adults.
woah what a exciting match can !
well the adults is super strong.
but of course Geners stronger.
HAHAHAHAHA
adults scored first.
well anyway can u actually believe ?!
the adults super tyco la !
they surely up to something one !
geners got 7 opportunites to score leh !
then right 4 or 5 times hit the goalpost.
so the score is still 1-0 adults leading.
well 2nd half isaiah scored !
hahahaha actually lucky one la :X
hahah. anyway then during like the last last last min. like last sec to full time.
kenneth scored ! goodness! actually also tyco one la !
he himself also shock ! HAHAHA
anyway very nice goal.
HAHAHA
actually i also can score if i play la.
hahahahahaha.

well i've made up my mind to transfer already a not.
still i need to pray and ask.

You ask me who do I
Say that You are and I
Say that You are the Christ
Son of the Living God

2007-11-16T23:58:00.000+08:00

hello everyone !
hahaha i decided to blog cause i've got nth to do !
well erm visited adin today. he's so much better !
and well i guess ivan got the super hyper/lame sickness today !
hahaha he's super funny to the max can !

ahahaha. anyway i was super tired today.
hahahahaha last night chalet is fun !
hahahaha actually quite boring la. until we find joseph.
hahahahaha. we played soccer !
its like ruben joseph and me vs 10 sec 1 kids ?
siao hahahaha anyway its fun okay !
i din wear my knee support.
so i just kick around with my left foot.
and yea i think i quite pro ! HAHAHA

anyway there's church cleanup tmr at 10am ! goodness so early !
hahahahhahaa hmm well this is my 100th post !
LIKE FINALLY ?! haha.
anyway my mummy is coming church this sunday.
YES AH !

well bye all.

You give and take away,
my heart will choose to say blessed be your name.

2007-11-13T19:13:00.000+08:00

hey everyone.
well i guess this few days has been super super super bad for me.
losing my temper easily.
getting irritated easily and stuff.
feeling down and all.

i think sping/emoing is not a very good thing to do.
emoing leads to doing stupid things.
after doing stupid things.
leads to regrets.
and its not good at all !

and i think emoing/sping is super AA man !
u emo to attact attention from people ?
i think it's super stupid man.

yea anyway.

well 1st of all. sorry Abel chan, benjamin tan and ruben tsang.
even for last night incident.
i really don't know what i'm doing.
sorry to disappoint you all.

well abel chan i still love you. (i know its super gay)
yea but who cares.
i know at times me being stubborn and just thinking for myself.
and u still can tolerate all my rubbish.
i really wanna thank God to even put such a nice and good person in my life.
you are also 1 of the most important person in my life.

still benjamin tan. we been through thick and thin together.
i hope our friendship will continue growing.
even sometimes we don't understand each other and get easily irritated by each other.
i hope everything will still be fine.
just wanna say a big thank you for being there for me.
cause you are 1 of the most important person in my life.

thirdly ruben tsang. i really hope things will get well between both of us.
i really hope to know you more.
and sorry for being irritating. HAHAHA
yea still sorry for things i've done and said to you.

last but not least !

ivan tan! like we said, wo men shi 881 sisters.
you're the best person in earth that i can look for whenever i face difficulties.
still i wanna say a big thank you ! HAHAHA.

okay okay.

oh ya ! and suffian !
u've been such a nice and caring person in 5.2 ! haha
woah. see i wrote something abt you !
happy right ! of course i know you're happy !
HAHAHAHA i bet u're laughing now. anyway seriously !
dont lose hope man !
i believe everyone is a overcomer!
after camp do what you must do !
i believe in miracles !

God will make a way !
RIGHT?

HAHAHAHA okay la. i think i type quite long already.

anyway ADIN LIM ZHIXIANG called me today ! he say he's bored !
come let's go visit him tomorrow okay !

2007-11-11T00:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY JOCELYN POH SEE YING !
I don't know see ying or see ling. so whatever it is ! HAHAHAHA

2007-10-13T12:13:00.000+08:00

heya everyone. HAHA
i just came back home i think ard 11+am
from ruben place.

we went to visit adin lim zhixiang yesterday.
we prayed for him.
we believe that he can overcome what's he facing now.
we believe there will be a miracle for adin.
we believe that this life wont just end here. cause he can do so much more for God.
we believe that God will heal him.
RIGHT?
anyway adin's surgeon was saying that adin's head got internal bleeding.
so if it continue bleeding. the chances of adin cmi is 60-70%

well anyway after visiting i plan to go home cause i was super tired.
so last min the rest wanna ton.
and i forget to bring my charger!
so my phone was like low batt.
anyway just accompany them.(abel,ruben,ivan)
and yea we went ruben condo.
we had pray&worship.
well it was great man.

anyway after everything we went to shell station.
and COME ON man.
Ivan is SUPER DUPER LAME !
LOLS sound like shervelle. HAHAHAA
SHERVELLE SUPERDUPER SHEEP
IVAN SUPERDUPER LAME
HAHAHA.

okay after everything we went back ruben place to rest.
then went back home !

prayer works
prayer works
prayer works

nothing is impossible for God
adin will be healed !
amen

2007-10-06T20:08:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA. i shall update my blog now.
cause no 1 is online ! and im bored.
well i just came back home at around 7.30pm after cell.
well cell was great !
though jun jie was not there.
and i bought surya birthday present today.
HAHAHA. alright back to cell.
we shared what happen during the week with one another.
and yea realise that everyone going through a hard time.
spending more time on school/works/friends/games and everything except for God.
And that is really not good.
and sarah shared today.
well i like the message.
and i really think that we should really spend time with God more.
without Him there's no us.
and prayer is really important in our daily lifes.

and yea cell was at sarah's place.
Nice place to have cell! hahaha.
well anyway after cell we slacked at sarah's place for quite a while.
anyway carol was superb man ! she played anjing without knowing the chords.
she listen to the song on my phone and play on the piano.
SO PRO LARH!
HAHAHAHA
and im so happy with myself.
i can play "this old man, ba ba black sheep, and 1 more i forget what song"
HAHAHA i feel so super duper uber aber bber pro man !
HAHAHAHA.
yea anyway all the best for those people with their EOY man.
jia you jia you ! hahahaha !

2007-09-13T13:54:00.000+08:00

today is thursday.

So ivan jeremy and i went to cut hair at chapter 2 on tuesday.

now super weird la.
i cut till so short. hahaha

so i last minute wanna dye my hair cause i think super ugly.

yea so i dye ash and highlight blue.

but in the end came out like rainbow ar.

and i think its super nice la.

like the nicest colour i ever dyed.

anyway hahahaha nice right my hair?

HAHAHA.

2007-09-09T20:48:00.000+08:00

heyyyy ! today is sunday. and im gonna blog.
i told myself to blog every sunday.
but i super lazy.
Anyway i love today man.
cuz i love the message.

And i wanna do things that please God
I cant promise things, but i will and i must overcome things in my life.
during alter call today.
Isaiah prayed and joel prayed and pastor lip yong(wrong spelling) prayed for me.
And i realised everything is just so simple la.
But we ourselves make things difficult and keep running away from the Father who so loved us.
And with the spirit of the Lord, i will be the person who can change the world for God.
And i can overcome all the things in my life man !
the devil trap is nothing with God's strength right?
HAHAHA.

And i just so love abel chan.
i think he's super nice man.
HAHAHA. Okay im gonna study now.
bye all

2007-09-06T02:54:00.001+08:00

I shall blog again man.
hahahhaa
okay i think im super hyper now.
but no one wanna hyper with me.
Aww.
HAHAHAH
anyway i learned wth just now.
wth means what the huh.
HAHAHA
Funny ?
HAHAHAHAHA
okay anyway i wanna waste time by blogging.
cause i dont wanna study already !
so tired can.
hahaha
I must wake up at 9am later.
And my papers is at 2pm.
hahaha
Wish me all the best alrights.
HAHAHa

i changed song already.
hahaha.
so jeremy cant listen to that sp song anymore.
hahahahaha

WHAT THE HUH?

2007-08-22T01:59:00.000+08:00

sigh. anyway hi everyone.
okay i cant sleep. i off my com just now and wanted to sleep.
my dad talked to me abt what i wanna do in future.
Then i slept for like 5 mins and jeremy called me.
Then i cant sleep already.
So im online now.
And 1 thing really kept me thinking is abt my studies lor.
im really very worry of my studies and my future.
without any qualification you cant survive in singapore.
i think i super sp now la. -.-
Im super sad la.
I know i really cant study la.

Exams are like 2-3 weeks from now.
I haven even prepare myself to study.
there's marketing, human resource and accounting.
i doubt i can make it for accounting.
cuz i dont know anything abt it.
for marketing i really hope my project can score high so i can just pass.
which i know that wont happen.
and human resource i really need to study for that.
its like i keep telling myself i need and i must study.
5 mins later i will be doing my own things.

No self-discipline at all lor.
and ya i super worry lor.
And yea im serious about it la.

My dad is sooo worry for me.
but i really HATE it when he come and tell me abt his friends kids love studying and all this rubbish.
Its like ask them be his children lor.
I really super sad lor.
And i really don't know what to do.

and without any qualifications people will look down on you.
but i really just cannot make it.

hiya anyway the only thing i can do is to pray lor.
let Your will be done,
and not mine

2007-08-18T19:15:00.000+08:00

heya everyone.

I shall blog now cuz im bored and no 1 is online.
I shall blog abt yesterday and today.
Cuz this 2 days has been really unlucky to me.

I woke up late yesterday for school.
Woke up at 9am.
then i took mrt.
I fall down at the mrt.
SOO PAI SEH CAN !
okay then it was raining. i got to walk to school.
my neck still hurts and my head got baloooku !
because of some stupid things i done.
then i got to redo my dam marketing project !
cuz my lecturer knew it was not my work.
class end at 5pm.
So i stayed back to redo my project.
then i went to a bbq which cost me 10 bucks.
dam its not worth la.
so i cycled home then my bicycle spoil !
and i fell again.
so i got to walk home.

Okay for today.
Section was at siglap at some condo.
and today message was great.
About follow ups.
We got 2 new salvations from 5.2.
Yahoo.
HAHAHA
and then i went to send the new comers to the gate.
then i walked back to find jun jie.
i slipped and fell at the stairs !
i roll down sia.
i slipped on top of the stairs and landed downstairs.
my ankle got a cut and its swollen.
i cant walk properly now. sian.

HAHAHA so this post is abt how unlucky i was
yesterday and today.

Byeee alll.

2007-08-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

heya everyone.
I shall post again.
HAHAHA
so erm i woke up super late today.
plan to go 1st service.
but then i overslept.
anyway it really disappoint me and i super sad la.
to see a best friend destroying his own life.
sigh.

NEXT PARAGRAPH.

anyway i know ivan won't read my blog.
but still ivan don't give up man.
don't sian sian de.
HAHAHA wo men shi 881 brothers.
So we will overcome things together.
LOLS

Anyway service was great man.
But i kept playing !
OMGOSH.
LOLS ADIN IS JUST SOOOOOOOOO DUMB.
HAHAHA
and we studied today!
HAHAHA i really study leh !
OMGOSH.
HAHAHAHAHA
Anyway i will post again tomorrow?
BYEEEEE

ADIN= ALWAYS DUMB, INSIDE NOTHING !

2007-08-09T16:57:00.001+08:00

okay i shall blog now.

But 1st. Let me wish Happy Birthday Singapore.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

anyway i woke up at 9.30am today.
Came online for awhile.
then left home at 10am to play soccer with my sec sch friends.
And yea after playing for like 30 mins.
My vision suddenly super blur.
But i carry on playing.
I wash my face with water.

After playing i got a terrible headache.
So i guess i've got enough of sleep.
Yea so i super blur and giddy.
I called my dad to pick me.
While waiting i felt super uneasy.

After i reach home.
I went to bathe.
then i vomited.
And i hate vomiting !
YUCKS MAN.

After bathing i went to sleep.
yea and here i am.
Feeling much better.

i wish i can watch the fireworks later too.
Sorry abel.
I really cannot make it.
super sick

2007-08-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA im soo happy can.
HAHAHA mummy bought for me sooo many things on saturday.
she bought for me a specs without degree. BUT SOO EX LAR.
collecting it on wednesday.
She bought for me 2 shirts.
She spend like 580 dollars just on that day for her handsome son.

Muhahaha.
Anway i overslept. din go 1st service.
sian.
HAHAHA so i went to meet follow ups at12pm.
went for 3rd service.
after service. went to study.
OH YAR abel treat me hua li xuan!
HAHAHA
So we went library to study.
And yea i really dont understand until thiam you came.
Woah thanks thiam you.
HAHAHAHA.
And i really lost ur favourite pencil.
LOLS AM I REALLY IRRITATING?
HAHAHAHAHA

2007-08-04T01:44:00.000+08:00

okay i shall post abt yesterday as in just now.
okay im late for school again as usual.
So i reached school at 9.15am
I just love Human Resource lesson.
Because of the lecturer.
HAHAHA.
He's soooo crappy.
His favoirite phrase is Go marina and fly kite. Go orchard eat wind.
all this rubbish !
HAHA.
JuSt cant stand his crappyness.
HAHAHAHA
and yea was super tired.
Wanted to leave class at 11am.
plan to go suntec to watch the WCG.
yea but din go in the end.
I went shopping with jackson and jonathan.
Walk and walk and walk.
HAHAHAHA.
Bought a jeans.
so after that rush home.
Took a quick bath.
then meet jonathan.
We went fop together.
WOAH DELIRIOUS WORSHIP LEADER SOOOO handsome can !
HAHAHAHA his voice super nice.
Don Moan Not bad too.
Yea FOP is Great.

Anyway im super tired already.
i wanna make this blog alive.
So cya all.

2007-08-03T00:11:00.000+08:00

OKay I shall blog again.
im gonna make this blog alive again.
And actually i lied. Im not migrating.
How can i bear to leave all my friends.
Im sure they will miss my handsome face too.
Especially my entertainment.
Muhahahaha.
hahahahahhaa

Anyway i'm really super super scare.
I really scare i cannot make it for the exam again.
I tried my very best to pay attention in class.
But im super tired la.
reached home just now at 10pm
went to study together with ivan,abel,weiyi,ben,jocelyn,purdee.
Woah purdee is a KANCHIONG spider man.
I wonder if she really grows up in the future.
She become auntie. then go market.
Later foget buy this buy that.
Just imagine la! omgosh.
She got this auntie attitude sia.
BTH !
LOLS

And Im looking for Jocelym.
Is ur mother Mdm Koh?
Ur mom called.
She asked me to find u.
And our school library is 8 level !

MUHAHAHAHA

If u were with us at the library.
U will understand.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
SUper funny can

2007-07-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

ABEL CHAN,

HAPPY 16 Birthday Day.

Now its 11.59pm

The last minute of ur birthday.

Really hope u enjoyed this year birthday.

2007-07-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

Heya everyone.
This is gonna be a long post.

I woke up at 9am today.
I'm late for school.
School start at 9am.
And its at thiong bahru.

Yea anyway i will blog about joseph first.
OKay i know joseph for 1 year plus already? i think ar.
SOOO NICE TO HAVE Him in my life.
AND
Yea for the past few days i had been talking to him on the phone.
Omgosh soooo fun can.
He's so crappy.
He's so lame.
He's so SICK.
HAHAHAHAH
And yea joseph i love you sia.
HAHAHAHA
IM SERIOUS LAR.
And joseph entertained me for the past few days.
So fun lor ! THANKS JOSEPH.

OKAY NExt im gonna blog abt weiyi.
i know this girl for like 3 years plus?
But in the past i dont really make friend with people de.
I'm anti social.
And in the end i guess i know her through abel.
this girl so omgosh la.
just know how to act cute.
so yucks right.
I hate girls act cute sia.
cannot take it.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAA
okay seriously.
weiyi is my best best best sister. OPPS i mean brother.
HAHAHAHHA
She's sooo nice can.
And yea i'm soo glad that God had gave me such a friend/sister.
And yea whenever i feel down or whatever it is.
I will just talk to her.
And she's a super nice girl la.
She's there to listen to all your craps.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
And Weiyi i sure PROMOTE you.
DONT WORRY OKAY.
HAHAHAHA.

And weiyi dont give up.
HAHAHAHA

2007-07-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

soooo long never blog liao.
soooo im gonna blog again.

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Have you all ever heard PoKeMon make me confuse?
What a JOKE.
anyway yesterday woke up 810am !
Sooo late for school.
As i was walking to the mrt station.
I saw a construction site.
Construction workers are working under the rain.
Sooo poor thing right?
U see accidents always happen in construction sites.
All this foreign workers came from all around the world
They came to work in singapore to support their families at their homes.
If anything happen to those workers.
How their family will feel right
So poor thing lor.

Anyway I passed my english la.
HAHAHA
I got Grade D. JUst passed. - -

I went to meet zi ao in the afternoon.
Woah zi ao really very good boy lor.
Anyway boy really don't lose hope.
NEVER GIVE UP.
Continue sharing the gospel.
Never stop sharing.
I'll support you man.
Jia you !
HAHAHAHAHAHA

BYE ALLL

I WON WEIYI IN POKEMON ! YAY ! hahahaha

2007-07-21T02:56:00.000+08:00

okay hello everyone.
i'm super tired this few days man.

And i hope things won't just stop here.
Continue moving.

And yea all things are not under our control.

grace grace grace grace grace grace grace grace.

Let Your will be done.

Amen

2007-07-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

Happy belated Birthday Nicole Niam.

U're officially 14 years old.

Abel, Weiyi, Ruben and i gave nicole a surprise at her house.
And yea we like sooo last minute.
Abel found the happy birthday tabs.

Thanks Abel Chan. You Rock.

After Birthday song and all.
We went to parkway for dinner.
And the birthday girl treated all of us.

Next we went arcade to play.
So fun la. omgosh.

And nicole dont migrate la.
Australia not fun de lor.
In Singapore got abel,ben,joseph,samuel,ivan,ruben,weiyi,jocelyn,janice,purdee,wendy.
soo fun lor.

Anyway hope that you won't migrate ba.

And joseph i'm sorry for not calling you out on 18 july to celebrate nicole birthday together.
I called ur house but u're not at home.

2007-07-16T21:23:00.000+08:00

heya everyone.
Super super long din blog already.
Well i shifted house already.
The 1st few days staying in the house is like omgosh,
No air con for the 1st few nights lor ! no Tv No internet!
All this happen for a reason.
I learned to be independant.
I learned how to sweep floor.
I learned how to wash a plate.
HAHAHAHA.

Yea anyway on Saturday was Deal or No deal.
I was super glad by salvations we had on that day.
Jun jie told me we had 16 salvations from 5.2
Woah man i was like WOAH SERIOUS?!
super happy man.

Glory goes to God.
Super super happy man. hahahahaa
Yea and this few days i really lack of sleep !

ok byeee.
I'll try to make this blog alive again.

2007-06-27T02:29:00.001+08:00

This song Healer is really a super powerful song.
And this man Mike Guglielmucci is believing that he will get healed.
He never give up.
He is still praying and believing.

Jesus I believe in You.
I really wanna believe in You.
Nothing is impossible for You.
You hold my world in Your hands.

And i really believe in all my bestest friends.
Abel Chan, Benjamin Tan, Ivan Tan, Joseph Chan, Nicole Niam, Lin Wei Yi, Jocelyn Poh, Janice Poh. Daniel Ng.

Even for other names which i din mention I believe in you too.

Jia you ok !
Cannot give up de .
All the way for Jesus ok.

2007-06-27T01:48:00.000+08:00

HEY! stupid blogger. I actually blogged earlier on. But din appear. The whole post is gone !

Dammit

Anyway this is the last post im gonna blogged about.
Hope i get my internet fast in my new house.
And No msn No LIFE.
No INTERNET CAN DIE !

Anyway Abel Chan I Believe in YOU !
You really got a good heart.
And i LOVE YoU So much !

AND I BELIEVE IN EVERYONE.

I'm gonna miss chating with u all.
Aww sian..
HAHAHAHA

Byeee.

Don't miss me ok ?
HAHAHAHAHA

2007-06-24T20:37:00.000+08:00

Heya everyone,

Woke up super early today.
Abt 10am. Used the com awhile,
And went back to sleep.
Thanks to abel for calling me.

Went for service today.
Wasn't paying attention.
Was busy playing.

And Pastor Daniel was saying find a partner
And my partner was isaiah can !
Omgosh. So i share what i really wanna do for JESUS
And i wasn't really open to him.
Like so wierd can.

So i really want God to save my parents.
And i really wanna know Jesus more.
I wanna be a preacher.
Cuz i know that's my calling.
SAMUEL LEW U GOT A HIGH CALLING IN UR LIFE.
so isaiah say he can help me with all this if i want.
So i was like errrr ok.
So i promise him when im down or super high i got to tell him.
I don't wanna be holy holy here lar.
Like so wierd.

And yea i really wanna know Jesus more.
Everyone wanna know Jesus more.
I really want to have a 100% trust on Jesus.
I'm really tired of playing games with God already.

But somethings really kept us away from God.
Everyone wanna return to God.
It just seem so so difficult.

Its like u have gone 180 degrees back to the sins u've done in the past.
How to worship God when u're in sin.
Even you know God will forgive you.
But its really like taking this forgiveness for granted.

I really don't know what to post already.

I really need God's Grace.
I really wanna concentrate on Jesus and Jesus alone.

Sometimes i think i really play too much.
It's over the limit.

After playing then i will start regretting.

People please tell me if i really play over the limit.

Thank you.

I'm sorry

2007-06-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

Awww I'm sooo Sad can !

All my bestest friends are in camp.

And i'm alone. Aww.
They will be back on sunday.
And my new house is super small can !
Smaller then my parents's room.
OMGOSH can.
1 toilet.
-.-
HOW HOW HOW ?!

went for the waiting or dating class just now.
Junjie make daniel and i go..
Wa lau Pai seh sia..
This kind of class is like for those despo.
YUCKS
HAHAHAHA
And later got the class again ! 9am somemore leh !
Wa crap. And after class im going to my friend's cell at clark quay.
They are from city harvest church.
They having some games day thingy.
There's winning 11 challenge.
So i sure win ! so go and win some prize.
HAHAHAHA
after games got to rush back to nam house for cell !
After cell got to meet my mummy !
Woot Im getting new phone !
HAHAHAHA

2007-06-19T18:47:00.000+08:00

This is the latest Family Tree!
Janice and nigel still belongs to abel and weiyi.

No more changes already.

2007-06-19T04:52:00.001+08:00

Heya everyone.

Just came back home. Went to slack slack with benjamin tan wei ming ! hahahahaa
sooo sooo tired.

Went out with my bestest friends yesterday to marina square to celebrate for nigel his birthday!
went to watch movie and eat and went to slack at esplanade.

We watched fantastic 4
The show is not bad.
Well I'm Torch!
HAHAHAH

Then we went to eat at leak Thai or Thai Leak. I forget !
Weiyi is an ass la ! Amen?
anyway after eating went esplanade.

After esplanade everyone went home.
Left ben and me.
As usual we went to our favourite place to sp and talk talk talk talk.
HAHAHA
CAN U BELIEVE IT?
SOMEONE ACTUALLY CALLED US SCARY PERVERTS !
Omgosh can. I'm not a pervert !
Ben is a pervert ! Look at those eyes.
HAHAHAHA
And why call me a pervert ?
I got webcam all over ur house.
30 megapixels

HAHAHAHA

2007-06-18T02:33:00.000+08:00

This is the new Family tree!

Bye all

2007-06-16T02:04:00.000+08:00

Wendy is our GREAT GREAT GRAND MOTHER

Abel and ben are wendy child

Weiyi is the wife of abel

Jocelyn is the wife of ben

Sam is abel and weiyi son

Janice is abel and weiyi daughter

Ivan is ben and jocelyn son

Charissa is sam's wife

Janice is nigel's wife

Purdee is ivan's wife
Daniel is sam and charissa son

Weijie is janice and nigel son

Joseph is ivan and purdee son

Daniel and victoria are husband and wife

Joseph and nicole are husband and wife

Weijie is still single

This is just playing. Don't it too seriously.
Thanks

2007-06-14T21:58:00.001+08:00

Woah just reached home!
I'm soso tired!
Well everyone is tired hahaha
Just came back from church camp.

Well its AWESOME!
I really really enjoy luh !
All my BESTIE friends went somemore
So shiok ar !

Go shopping together somemore
But never buy anything.
HAHAHA
So crap !
HAHAHAHAHA

Adin I won't lie to u de !
I never even buy anything for myself.
HAHAHAHA

WOW tomorrow got school.
Im gonna change the word sian to wow already !

BYE ALL !
TAKE CARE !

2007-06-09T14:28:00.000+08:00

Dont u agree? Small eye rock? hahahahaha
We 3 will forever be the small eye group.
Doctor Ben !
Spider man Ivan !
Handsome Samuel !

2007-06-09T01:14:00.000+08:00

its 1.14am ar !
My sis and i are starving to death.
We ordered mac!
Its coming at 2.30am
We super lazy to walk to the ba chor mee stall to buy food.

And my face super pale can! my lips so so white la!
And joseph and janice are entertaining me now.
There is Ultimate trip later.
Super lazy to go man.

And churchy camp is comingg!
No nice games to play anymore!
Sians. I hope my daddy will buy alot of things back home from vietnam
Sunday sunday sunday ! pls come now !

2007-06-08T02:10:00.000+08:00

heya everyone. Its 2.10am.
My daddy is going vietnam later!
Aww sian sian.. I'm home alone.
My sis maybe going to my mum's place to stay.

Yesterday went to cut hair with ivan at chapter 2.
Woah i spend like 120+ dollars ar !
Buy 1 treatment thingy for dry and unruly hair.
And sebestian clay !

And i just came back home from pasir ris.
Cycled there with daniel and 2 other friends.
Met abel at pasir ris went to section camp at pasir ris !
Met ben and his friend at pasir ris too !
Went to downtown east and saw isaiah.

That's it for yesterday and today!
see you

2007-06-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

I haven been reading the bible for soooo long. I keep forgetting. Ok i'm lazy to read.

But i think God really want me to know how good is His love for me and everyone !
As i was packing my stuff in my drawer i saw this letter. Charles bought for me before he left.

Its A Letter from God to You

Samuel Lew, My love!

I love you. I have called you by name. You are mine. Before I formed you. I knew you. And before you were born, I consecrated you. You did not choose me, I chose you.

Because you are precious to me and honored, I love you. I have loved you with an everlasting love, so i continue to show my constant love. How can i abandon you? My love for you is too strong.

Can a woman forget her own baby and not love the child she bore? Yet even if she forget, I will never forget you - I can never forget you. See, I have written your name in the palms of my hands. For I, the Lord your God, am holding you by the right hand.

Do not be afraid, I have redeemed you. I am with you. And be sure with this, I am with you always 'til the end of the world. Do not let your heart be troubled. Trust in me. I will help. When you pass through troubled waters, I will be with you. Your trouble will not overwhelm you. The hard trials that come will not hurt you.

Do not worry. Even the hairs of your head have been numbered, so there is no need to be afraid of anything. The mountains may depart, and the hills will be shaken, but my steadfast love for you will never end.

Come, I will lead you into solitude, and there, I will speak tenderly to your heart. I will be true and faithful. I will show you constant love, and make you mine forever. I will deepen my promise, and you will really know me then as never before. I am who I am. I am the Lord, your God.

The Faithful God

2007-06-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

hmm.. I miss sec sch days.

Sec sch is the best !

Amen?

Well private school also quite fun lar.. can crap and joke alot can !

Everyday got ppl drive me home.

Well actually not home la..

Somewhere near my house.

HAHA..

I want to dye and highlight my hair !

Or maybe dye BLACK. -.-

I haven bathe.

I'm gonna bathe now

I mean at 12am.

And my sis edit photos for me just now ! so cool lor i like!

Like haunted hor?

This pic so cool lor! I'm sick till my face turn blue

2007-05-31T22:30:00.000+08:00

Well this week is super tiring week for me can!
Been going out like everyday. Really lack of sleep.
Can't even concentrate on studies.
Got to do presentation tomorrow.
of course i complete my work le.
well today is the best day! Stayed at home the whole day
Sleep and sleep and sleep! so shiok can!

I'm sick. Where's my medicine huh?
I got a headache. Weight 300kg can!
hmm hmm hmm hmm

And this few days, My father suddenly so strict can.
Omgosh la. buay tahan!

Well i went park yesterday.
I saw some banglars. I really sat down and think.
Why often ppl disturb banglars. Many will say its fun and shiok.
yea i agree its fun. But 1 thing that make me dislike them alot is
when i was young. I went peninsula plaza with my family.
I freaking got molest by 1 indian asshole. i'm serious.
That's why i just dislike banglars.
Well actually banglars are really nice ppl.
But they likes to molest around.
I just hate it.
They came all the way to singapore to work.
working in construction site and all.
so poor thing luh.
some even need to leave their family in bangladash
to work in singapore. Just to support their family.
So poor thing can.

I'm not gonna disturb banglar anymore.
Unless they stare or disturb or do whatever that offend me.

2007-05-31T02:04:00.000+08:00

Hey i didn't mean to shout or argue with you.
I didn't mean to scold you too. I'm sorry
But pls dont come home drunk again.
I just hate it. I'm serious. u just don't know what u do.
U're making me worry.

hey guys i really got a very scary dream last night.
I dreamt that my father was drunk and got a car accident.
And he just passed away like that. I'm so so scare.
if he really pass away. He will end up in a place of suffering.
I really don't want that to happen

And i feel so Effed up now can.
Wher is everyone?

2007-05-29T17:16:00.001+08:00

Heya everone.

I need to make this blog alive. So i got to just keep posting. Well honestly i'm not on the right track with God now. And 1 thing kept me not backsliding is the promises i promised. I don't wanna see charles or whoever to get disappointed. I wanna make them proud! I really wanna be a good boy. i've really tried my best. i really wanna be a man of God. Doing all things that make God proud. But all this are just "i want" but do i really do it? do i really take the effort to make things possible?

Adin just talked to me in msn.

He told me if u let small things happen and take it as nothing.. big things will be nothing to u in future.. by Wendy Yu

This post is not sping.

And nicole is going melbourne tmr.
So good can.. I always wanted to go Australia. So so Cool can!
And maybe if i really cannot make it for this year exam.
I wanna go australia to study le.

2007-05-26T20:29:00.001+08:00

Hiyoyo! CAN U PLS STOP NAGGING?!

I cant stand it man!

And i din eat for the whole day! i can't eat! dam lips.

And today finally i met my mummy! I miss her so much!

After don't know how many months din meet her already.

Today she brought me to orchard to shop shop.

She bought for me a slipper cost 119 dollar can! omgosh omgosh gosh gosh!

And went burberry later, WOah 1 jacket it self cost 1.something thousand AR!

then we went to walk walk awhile then she fetched me home. after 4 hours of shopping. I'm So tired.

2007-05-25T00:40:00.000+08:00

heya everyone.

I'm so so tired this few days.. Like no strength to do anything like that. Go out cycle also almost fall sleep. -.- So dumb right? hahas, but i just cant sleep early. Anyway later got school. SO So far luh! this is crazy 1 mrt ride from eunos to tiong bahru cost 1 dollar plus liao leh! come back another 1 dollar plus! plus bus ride 65 cents. -.-" Total 3 dollar like that.. 3 days of school = 9 dollar! omgosh can! next term will be Monday-Friday school! hiyoyo 15 dollar leh! so ex can!

And i'm super blur can! i din see weiyi's 24 march post. -.- and i ask her to update. omgosh!

2007-05-23T18:38:00.000+08:00

Does all lecturers wear their pants so high up.

Oh I had a bet with my classmates today.

We guess how many buttons were on his shirt since he wear his pants so high.

You wanna know how many?

Go lift up his tie and count yourself.

Answer is 3

2007-05-22T13:13:00.001+08:00

Heya everyone.

I just woke up.. so so tired man.

Reached home at 6am this morning. Went cycling with daniel and 3 other guys.

And i haven extend my passport. And school is really super boring la. I wasn't paying attention for the whole 3 hour lesson. -.- So i think i sure fail this module.

Well Mars vs Venus super nice show can! omgosh.. So so So so touching la! And I like this month. Cuz lotsa nice shows to watch. Monday-Friday 5.30pm got kuai le yu! 7pm got The Beginning! 9pm got Mars vs Venus. And on sunday night 11pm-1am got Zero to Hero.
That show was last time 9 O clock show. But quite long ago already. Yea so so nice!

And i've got sore throat. Must be the lao hong Snack.

2007-05-20T19:58:00.000+08:00

heya everyone.

I'm on steroids!

I'm high!

LOLS.. well today abel chan din come.. so soo bored can? no fun at all.. everyone so quiet.. -.-

And i got to renew my passport! aww.

today service i really never pay attention at all.. i was busy playing.. and after service went to eat at hua li xuan with joseph thiam heng ivan and weiyi. LOLS weiyi super blur can? ivan say eat ants will die, And she believe ? omgosh dumb right?! LOLS and well after that went roxy shopping centre.. Joseph and thiam heng went to Bapok shop to cut hair! LOLS omgosh! Still remember CUT HAIR? LOLS and weiyi dumb enough to believe my crap. She bought a lao hong Snack. noob right? buy from indian shop. LOLS and after cutting hair. went home to change and meet jun jie and friends to play soccer. And i really wanna thank God man! if not i really will fracture my knee again. So so lucky!

Cya all. I really cant wait for church camp!

2007-05-19T21:20:00.000+08:00

Liz! thanks so much for the gift u gave me..

Its super cute can! the card is wow! lols

and something bad really happen today..

2007-05-18T20:45:00.000+08:00

Heya everyone..

Woot i finally got my mouse! If not i can't game!

And and the mouse cost me a bomb can! it cost 99 bucks!

And i bought a mouse pad too.. The mouse pad is 35 bucks.

The mouse pad super cool can? its Speed/Control Precision suface

Its 2 sided. Mousing surfaces is made of Anodized Aluminum.

And i'm so so so broke now.. Dad gonna kill me if he find out.

And i can't wait for my 9 o clock show ok!

This month alot of nice shows!

5.30pm got happy fish aka kuai le yu!

7pm got The Beginning.

9pm got Mars vs Venus!

SO SO Cool!

for 7pm show i like tie tou! dam cool/funny lar?

9pm show i like ziling! LOLS

I hate carmen! I hate shi di fen!

LOLS.. Shi Di Fen So dumb to fall in love with Ai mei!

Bloody hell macham ai mei really Pretty like that.

LOLS LOLS LOLS

I'm so bored can?!

PLS PLS Talk to me!!

2007-05-17T03:21:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl pls pls watch this.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrPAZbD6fG0

Truly we are the reason that He gave His life,

We are the reason that He suffered and die.

And He is my reason to live!

Amen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrPAZbD6fG0

2007-05-17T02:13:00.000+08:00

Heya everyone.

Just now went to tampines mall with Abel,Nicole and weiyi..

watched movie.. Bridge to something lar.. i don't know how to spell.

Boring show can? the guy quite cute la..

By saying him cute doesn't mean i'm gay.

Well school has been really !!!! cannot make it for me!

I don't understand wad the lecturer is teaching..

I slept in class for business economic class..

And for english, we got a debate with the girls in class

come on sia! those girls dam dam bitchy can.

Make me wanna puke..

I'm tired !

I wanna sleep already..

2007-05-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm hmm

The old Samuel died yesterday 13 May 2007.

He repented and start life brand new.

Old samuel is retarded to play games with God.

And the old samuel likes listening to Secular songs, Sp kind.

The old samuel very very vuglar.

Old samuel thinks too much.

Don't know how to let go things.

The new Samuel is still as handsome.

The new samuel is also playful still

Likes listening to secular song and Christian songs

The new samuel dislike school.

THAT'S ALL

BYE BYE

2007-05-09T19:59:00.000+08:00

Hmm Hmmm

Hellos everyone.

-.-

I woke up late today! I just can't wake up by my own. I will just sleep sleep and sleeep! Thanks to Jon, He called me at 8.30am.

He reached tiong bahru mrt station at 8.30am. And i'm still at home! Well i rush to my parents room to bathe, But my dad was using the toilet! SO UNLUCKY CAN! then i just took my towel and my clothes and went to my cousin toilet to bathe. And I confess i din brush my teeth and din bathe with shampoo and soap today. I'm in a hurry what. hahas. after changing and all. I was waiting for a cab! AND MORNING is peak hour! 2 dollars extra! PLUS ERP is 1 dollar! so ex can! but but but no cab can be found at telok kurau! omgosh can? then its abt 8.50am already then just nice bus 15 come. no choice take bus then train to school. So i reached school abt 9.30am. The teacher is a indian -.- But she's nice lar.. AND HER ENGLISH WOAH! SUPER POWERFUL MAN! Shoot ppl like mad.. Then she suaned me can? she ask me to intro myself then i was like er er er.. she say well u camed in quite early.. So i just say not bad lar.. quite early ar. so she was like wa this guy cannot make it.. LOLS so i just heck and listen to her lesson. HAha went home after class.. And its raining! omgosh worst is that i got to walk home from my busstop can. WA BA! so so so wet. hahaha.

And lucky wor tmr no sch.. hahahas.

This post quite crappy. Trying to post a long post.

And pls pls some 1 call me on monday,wednesday and friday abt 7.15am pls?

I don't wanna pon sch. Cuz i'm only allowed to skip class once!

i wanna go church camp. So i must attend all class from now till camp.

2007-05-07T19:49:00.000+08:00

Hellos everyone!

Today school was good man! Though i'm like sooo sleepy in class. Well i left house at 8.30am!

Thank God, My dad fetched me. Yea and as usual i carry my small bag there and reached there.

Well the lecturer is funny?Blur?Great? yea hahahas The lecturer is about 55-60+ years old lor.

HAHAHA! and well Class got a few ah beng. Super irritating lar! Their phone kept ringing..

And well the whole notes + file is like super super super thick and heavy ok! total 5 modules in

it. And well i read the notes at first. Wa SUPER CHIM AR! cannot make it! then when the

Lecturer teached.. CHEY so easy lor.. and its really easy!

And the most important is that i don't think i can go for camp. Cuz they need the students to

achieve a minimum of 75% attendance to sit for the exam..

And And And My school super slack ar!

School is only like Monday,Wednesday and Friday! 9am-12pm!

So shiok la! hahahas So i don't need to wake up early tomorrow and attend school!

So if i go camp i will skip monday and wednesday class.

2007-05-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

Heya everyone.

-.-

I was actually sleeping just now! I'm sooo sooo tired.. Din sleep since last night till today.

My dad woke me up just to ask me off my laptop...!!!!! I need to wake up early tomorrow..

Hmmm 7.30am? got to reach school by 8.30am. AND ITS AT TIONG BAHRU!

So crazy..

And my dad's mad.. He keep telling me he nearly strike 30k by buying 4D.

He bought 1314 last week. It din win anything. But this week, It got 1st prize!

So unlucky of him.. Imagine him having 30k! Give me 2k i happy already!

LOLS and i went to reach my previous months of posting. And realise i'm really dumb and can't

believe i really typed some super emo words lar.. LOLS When Sp U just type what u feel like

right? Until a period of time then u start regretting for what u typed. LOLS so dumb.

Well anyway i need to sleep!!!

Super tired.. Cannot make it ar!

2007-05-06T06:06:00.000+08:00

LOLS.. its 6.05am now!

I din sleep the whole night. Went to play gunz. -.- no life right?

HAHAHA

i don't wanna sleep now. cuz i know i sure cant wake up for 1st,2nd or 3rd service for sure. So i just make myself awake so can go 1st service. i'm sooo bored.. well is today the last day to register for camp? i really hope they extend it to next week. so i can ask my teacher on monday if i can take a break from june 11-june 14. And and and my exam is on july. I really got no mood to study man. how sia ?

Hmmm Should i not go 1st service?

Go also don't understand what the pastor talking abt?

hmm hiya just go lar..

I'm like so retard idiot talking to myself.

-.-"

2007-05-05T05:16:00.000+08:00

Joseph ar joseph. why so sp leh?
Abel ar abel. Why so hardworking leh?
Ivan ar Ivan. Why so crazy over dota leh?
ben tan ar ben tan. Why so stupid leh?
Weiyi ar weiyi. why so retarded leh?
Adin ar adin. Why so lame leh?
Wendy ar Wendy. Why so pretty leh?
SAMUEL LEW Ar SAMUEL LEW. Why so handsome leh?
Sam's blog ar Sam's blog. Why so nice leh?
Sam's hair ar Sam's hair. Why so colourful leh?

Dear Samuel Lew ar Samuel Lew. Why So crazy to type all this leh?
Samuel ar Samuel. Why so hyper till dont wanna sleep leh?

2007-05-04T02:01:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. Monday start school liao. And i really haven get into the habit of sleeping early. I aint ready for school. And i wanna go Church Camp. But my dad don't allow. And i just got no guts to ask him again. Really don't wanna make him worry for my studies and all. I know i cant study. Everyone knows i hate studying. And study to me is really cannot make it those kind. But i must really make my dad proud of me? by really studying hard and be a good son to him.

And i really haven been spending time with God for sooo long already. You guys sure say it's never too late to start now. But it's just sooo hard to really return to God. I really don't wanna put on a fake mask infront of people to show that i love God and really put him 1st in my life. The Truth is that God isn't 1st in my life. HYPOCRITE is 1 word i can call myself. This walk isn't easy.

i wanna create another blog to really write all my personal stuff inside..

2007-05-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

LOLS feel so happy.. Just finish talking to charles.. I called him using my hp.. Well talking for like 30 mins? phone bill gonna explode le. but who cares? hahaa long long time call once nia. hahaahaa. yea anyway charles not going for camp. SIAN! his dad don't allow him to go for church camp luh. sian ½ sia! Anyway nth to blog abt already. I just love my mp3 that's all. bye all

2007-05-01T15:47:00.001+08:00

2007-04-30T03:18:00.000+08:00

Yo everyone. Actually i wanted to blog before 12am just now. to have the sunday's post. but too late. Sadded.

So anyway on 28 april Saturday. i was super down la. As in really really down. I kept thinking alot of things. and just went to sp again. I'm sorry guys. Promise i won't again. And met up with daniel at 2.30am at grandlink. we cycled to katong to play pool and billiard till 4.30am. And it was like raining super heavily! Lightings are like Super Crazy lar. Blink here blink there. Super bright lar. And i'm like so so so scare lar.. but must sleep so can make it for 3rd service. so reached home abt 5am. slept abt 5.30am.. And thanks to ABel Chan for calling me at 12.30pm! if not i sure wont even turn up for 3rd service. so i met abel abt 1.30pm. hahahaa was still super down at first. until the video part. I was like really shock la. Then also paiseh lar. all the crazy photo also inside. might as well put my father,mother,sister,maid,uncle,auntie photos all inside. And the best is Charles that part ba. cant hear anything when they played after 3rd service. SO i u rushed abel home and quick edit. YEA!! he edited and sended me a new one. i can hear everything lar! so cool! HAHAHA weeshan post it in youtube also.

And 1 thing is that i really really do miss charles lar! honestly when i watch the Charles part in the video i really wanna cry liao lar.. And i really wanna go church camp to really see him there. I asked my dad just now if i can go for church camp. He said no.. He strongly disagree of me going to the camp. He said studies is more important and i've been to many camps already. How how how? i really wanna go leh

Watch---> http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=weeshandavid

2007-04-28T03:46:00.000+08:00

Well I'm totally speechless.

I've really got nth to say.

Ppl having hopes in me like wendy and joel etc.. i really scare i will just break down and give up this walk. I've just feel that I have disappoint God greatly and the guilt in me is really controlling me. Having emotions controlling over me. Is really something bad.. And i'm afraid i will really disappoint wendy and Charles.

Anyway I'm really sorry for the things i've done.

Really am..

Sorry.

2007-04-24T18:45:00.000+08:00

Hey, Gonna blog again.

This few weeks hasn't been drinking lotsa water.

And i got a bad sore throat since like 2 weeks ago?

Its not recovering. I got cough too.

Well what i did everyday is just wake up and use the com till super uber late.

whole day staring at the com. Never even get out the chair.

And worst is never even bathe and brush teeth or anything.

I just too lazy to bathe or anything.

LOLS

I've a bad headache now.

And time really past so quickly

School opening on May 7

Haven prepare anything

Well lucky its only 3 hours of school everyday

hahahas. Good right? its from 9am-12pm

And 1 thing i realise now is that So MANY NEW PHONES coming out

I wanna get a new phone!

I want a new laptop!

I want most is my own room.

I want a new computer mouse.

darn mouse keep hanging. cant even play GunZ with that.

Aw I'm so darn bored now. Can any 1 Pls entertain me?

This is a boring blog.
hahahahaha

2007-04-22T19:49:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. was like super busy for the past few days arh. been out with ben for like don't know many nights? yea. yesterday surya bought for me World of Warcraft expansion set. its like really crazy. the expansion set cost $79.90? So i just bought the World of Warcraft game itself. It cost $39.90 only. cannot be compared with the expansion set. and yupp i installed the game and realise my com ram is not enough. But lucky it still can be installed. so i thought it will be laggy and all. So i went to buy the Game pre paid card. ZZ it costed 50 bucks! it's like so crazy. i'm gonna be so broke if i continue playing this game.

So anyway i din make it for 1st service today. i was super tired. slept at 4am. went to meet my dad at east coast park @ 1am. so crazy of me. and i came backed home ard 2am. yea so played com till 4am then went to sleep. anyway today 3rd service i was not listening or paying attention. was busy playing with joseph and abel. Only alter call then i response cause its really important to put God first in ur life. Its like God is the creator of everything. And Jesus died for us. He paid the price. But we as christians don't really care and thought it's just something normal or something. But seriously even how much someone love you or treasure u the most won't even dare to do something so crazy. Worst of all is that People won't even wanna die for strangers. But Jesus chose to died on the cross for ALL of us. And honestly I cant bring myself to put God first in my life. I will try and i will overcome it.

And for the past few days i've not been reading the bible and pray. I felt that i have being drifted away from God. And 1 person who really impacted my life was ivan. even how much problems he faced, He put aside all things and just seek God for help. Often Christians thought they can cope with their own strength, thought all this small problems is nothing to them and decided not to ask God for help and all. But for Ivan, regardless small or big he still seek God for help. And this really keep him on track with God.

Last of all is church camp. I really wanna go church camp again. It's not because of the fun we had during water polo. But a Godly encounter we had. Can see people like abel getting healed and God really moved over there. Though it's expensive but its all worth it. The encounter with God was so strong that its Indescribable. And OF COURSE the hotel was SUPERB! shiok man. hahahas. And all this really make me wanna go for the camp. But i cant comfirm i can skip school for the 4 days. And there's a 50-50 chance of Charles going for the camp. Really wanna see him. really wanna know how is he doing over in indonesia. In the past i really cherish Charles. Until his gone. Then i start regretting for making him disappointed and all. i can remember a combine cell in East Coast park. Wendy asked me to pray for charles. And i went up and just kept quiet. Charles must be super disappointed. The way he treats me is like treating me as his son. Even how far i went away from God. Charles will be there to bring me back. Charles will always be there to wait and call out for me. And i really thank God for charles. And even God had to remove Charles away from me. I believe God want me to get out of my comfort zone and move on. I really pray Charles won't face any difficulties or problems in indonesia. Guys help me to pray for him too okay? pray that he would really come for church camp.

Wow this is a really long post.

2007-04-20T15:33:00.000+08:00

gonna blog again. previous blog was sucky. was tired and din know wad to type. so rubbish just came out. so anyway i'm sad.. i'm gonna shift house already. some stupid old uncle came to my house to take a look at the house. i'm gonna make it untidy that he don't even wanna buy. I don't wanna move to any condo or anything, i'm happy staying in this house. And my hair colour is like fading off already. darn i don't like.

2007-04-20T02:57:00.000+08:00

Yo everyone. so long never blog le.. this few days has been really tiring ar. been staying outside for 2 days already. tired. but thank God at least got a place to sleep and all. well i accompanied ben this 3 nights including now.. yea. 1st night we went edwin's place to sleep. 2nd at Joel's hse. and 3rd is at my house. yea.. We are like so pathetic lar. go ard sleeping. anyway that's not the point. well its friday. and tonight we're going cycling again. hahas cant wait man. anyway din read the bible quite long already. i'm bored now.. ben is asleep already. got nth to do..

2007-04-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone. Just came back home from bugis. went to meet tia ming to dye hair together. well i love my current colour now. its red. hahahas. and i send total of 95 bucks. SO EX lar! and today service was great really get back to God and know Him more! but at 1st today was sick la. got cough and headache but somehow the sickness went off. Praise God?! hahahaha and yea yea after service ivan came my house. I lended him my guitar and warcraft cd. so no playing of w3 this week.

This is how the red look like when i'm half way dyeing

This red is not really red lar. disappointed in it man.

2007-04-14T22:56:00.000+08:00

Hmm i'm lazy to blog already. sian ar..
anyway cell was great today. Surya bought cake for those who's birthday on april! hahaha
Shiok ar! chocolate so nice! must be expensive de lar. For sure.. Its surya wad! he wont buy cheap stuffs. hahahas. so anyway yesterday was sarah's birthday and monday is jun jie's birthday! that's it.

I ain't angry with u anyway but just dont wanna talk. that's it

2007-04-13T06:44:00.000+08:00

Well I'm not worthy to wear a necklace with a cross on me.

What am i doing? I very knew that i will do it. Why i don't wanna avoid? why is stupidity controlling me?
Dam Shit

2007-04-12T04:02:00.001+08:00

Hello Everyone. Here i am blogging again.. Sigh i really did lotsa stupid things yesterday. and its like before doing all those things. i already know i will do it. Its like God telling me to avoid and all. but i just ignore and thought i could avoid those things by myself. Its like taking granted of the grace of God, Bringing shame to the Cross.

God forgive me.

(1 John 1:9)

Hmm.. last week i went for a medical checkup at venture era. and the results are real bad.. Sugar level is close to danger zone. irregular of sleep and meal. and just 2 days ago i cough out blood. but not so serious those kind la. lols. everyday wake up got bad sore throat. cant really talk at first. its like getting bad to worst. the person who did the checkup for me said that's a high possibility that i will get diabetes in the future. its like omgosh la. i don't want..

God Heal me.

(Isaiah 53:5)

And this few days is super tiring ar. slept at 2+am yesterday and woke up at 8.30am to play soccer at aljunied. played till 12+ then the sun is so HOT ar! gosh can faint. still must cycle home after that. legs are cramping. just came back home from cycling. went cycling from my house to kallang then to ferrer park then to orchard then to botanic garden then to orchard then to clark quay then to great world city then to bugis then to lavender then to kallang then home!

God give me rest

(Matthew 11:28)

I hope all the bible verses is correct ba. i anyhow check de.

2007-04-10T02:36:00.000+08:00

Woah! i'm so so tired man! hahahas. Yesterday woke up at 8.30am to meet up with my sec sch friends to play soccer. hahaas. play till 12+pm then cycle home. super tired then went to sleep till bout 4pm. daniel sms me that he reach singapore already! Woot! at 1st super happy! cuz i thought he will buy some shirts for me. but..... he din :( awww.. but at least he bought chewing gums hahahaa. my favourite! so went to play soccer at the park at 6pm. i had cramps all over.. except for stomach la. duh.. hahahas. play till 8+. then went home then meet daniel at 9.30pm to play soccer again! hahaa play till 1+am. then we slack slack and talk abt God and all. and i did something bad. i tell jokes to daniel abt buddhist, muslim, christian.. MUST REPENT! hahahaas. so cya. got to wake up later at 9am. God give me rest!

2007-04-08T18:46:00.000+08:00

Just came back from church. well today's 1st and 3rd service was not bad. woke up late this morning. woke up at 8.30am. and at 1st was super lazy to go church already. but after a few mins i go church is for God not because i lazy or what then dont need go, even though its 1st service or wad. so i went and reach at 9am. so after 1st service went parkway together with church friends. then went to church after eating at parkway. and today 3rd service with special worship style. yea. after church slack slack talk talk. dam sian sia. was feeling super low just now. crap man.. i don't wanna sp again. so decided to walk home together with ivan and friends. and here i am blogging again. i think i wanna close my blogsite already. dont wanna have a blog..

My God resurrected today!

2007-04-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

yo every 1! hahas finally i can rest at home le.. hahaha i'm super happy man! tia ming and jeremy coming this friday church thingy. hahahaa. shiok man! hahahhaha. yesterday service was great. hahahas yea i'm gonna focus on Jesus and Jesus alone already. no more playing games with God already. hahaha

2007-03-31T07:04:00.000+08:00

Yo everyone. Came back from cycling again! WOOT just watched Mr Bean together with abel joseph weiyi jocelyn and janice. Was FUnny ar. The last part of the show sucks. Not even nice or funny lar.. after movie went home. then went to meet ben and daniel. we cycled to east coast park to play pool.. LOLS i'm getting lousy at it already. Then ben took cab home after playing. so as usual left me and daniel. we went my house to soccer ball. then we played midnight soccer! hahas so fun. we played 1v1. u guys will think no life play 1v1 somemore so late le.. -.-"" hahaha 1v1 better. can learn new skill. hahahaa. so after soccer we went kembangan to play basketball. after basketball we talk talk. yea.. so went home after that.

2007-03-29T06:47:00.000+08:00

yo everyone. i just came back home! so tired! went cycling together with daniel. And today is really a bad bad bad day.. daniel and i got into a police case just now at 12am. -.-""!!! and our names got recorded down! and come on its not as if we did something bad. we got wrongly accused.. Wth man! and the chinese police man is seriously super guai lan sia.. and i might need to go down to the police station if the police call and wth i'm being charged for nth! Anyway just not my day. got stopped by police twice.. so ask me what is the incident that i'm wrongly accused. crap Day!

2007-03-27T23:03:00.000+08:00

yo everyone. I'm so tired. ahahahs. meet up with daniel last night again to eat supper then we cycle to tampines to find tia ming! so we 3 cycle to sunplaza park.. gosh we almost got caught by police again -.-"" lucky ar.. so we went sunplaza park to cycle ard. and tia ming found two 50 dollars note on the floor! and i took 50 dollars from ming. hahahas. so i'm rich now.. we cycling to tampines stadium. and there's 2 crazy dog chasing us! hahaas but super fun! tia ming nearly got bitten by the dogs. after cycling we went to play bicycle catching at tampines (dont know where) gosh guess what. my bicycle back tyre burst! dam suay sia.. then we went to slack at a nearby playground. daniel was like snoring when he sleep over there. so tia ming and i talk and talk and talk. i realise tia ming really wanna get back to God but because of friends then he do all the bad things. hahas but he said this sunday he might come church! hahas so we slack till bout 7+am then we walk to tia ming house to play game. daniel went back home first. so left me and ming at ming's house. i played o2jam. he played dota. hahaas so after playing we went to sleep.. sleep and sleep till 4.30pm. hahaas then push my bike to the bicycle shop to repair. then went to meet ben.. cycle him all the way to bedok. he was meeting his friends. so i went to buy some bicycle parts. i cycle to park and play soccer. met jeremy and we went cycling together.

2007-03-26T02:13:00.000+08:00

Yo everyone. Woah! tired man! Just came back from changi village.. went cycling with daniel and his friend. cycle to changi village to eat then to pasir ris then to temasek poly then to bedok then home! my legs are aching man! i'm super duper fuper yuper tuper cuper tired man! and i just hate it. hate hate hate!! why must force me to do all this shit. wth! stop sping infront of me. i just hate to go home. im tired. really really tired

2007-03-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

here i am blogging again. I'm Super tired man. have been cycling for the past 2 nights and i din go home for 2 nights. 1st night went to meet ben and we went tia ming house to watch the movie 300! haha super nice lar! then 2nd night cycle to simei to meet ben.. then to elias green to find abel. watch prison break together with him.. yea then slept over so today's cell was great. was at Jun Jie's house, we played soccer! woosa! fun man! haha no message today! then cycle to simei to meet abel and friends. yea ate at burger king. then cycle back home. yea that's all anyway tomorrow every 1 remember to wear One Big Day shirt! And I Went to turn my dad's safe box code! and now cannot open le! i'm so dead!

2007-03-21T01:02:00.000+08:00

here i am Blogging at 1am. LOLS. woot i cant wait to learn drum man! woosa! but i'm learning in church.. if i want donovan to teach i must serve. and to serve i need to be committed.. and that is gosh.. what if im a slow learner? how? and do i really wanna learn drum just to create a band or something? and i think i'm so much closer to wendy now! haha like normal friend like that sia.. hahas

2007-03-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

Ahem. Let's start with Yesterday SUnday. 18 March 2007. Woke up super late man! 11.55am. thanks to abel for calling me. if not i sure miss 3rd service man. hahaa went to take bus to meet Nicole,WeiYi and abel at the 7-11 at katong. yea then went church together. today pastor super funny and CUTE man! hahaha after Service we took lotsa pictures! SHIOK man! so after taking we walked to nicole hse outside to play soccer! before soccer went in nicole hse to get a drink then listen to nicole playing Canon In D! Super nice! i like. after listening then we played soccer. suppose to be 3v3. but weiyi need to leave early. so we shuffle team! yea and guess wad i nearly fracture my knee again! omgosh thank God it din happen. and play play play, played till 6pm then we need leave cuz nicole need to do her work.. yea so i followed ivan abel and joseph to 15 bus stop. So i cycled to park to play soccer again. yea after soccer talked to abel on the phone. and yea i truly understand and know abel more.. seriously and we talk and talk and talk till 11? then went back home. bathe and use the com! haha yea and bye!

This Photo The NICEST man!

See Ivan Extra ar!
This Photo Super Cool lar! Like Ghost sia

Nice Photo

Wanna act "ah lian" take photo. Must have angle de.

This photo nice! my Hp Wallpaper! haha

LOLS SP Photo
Instead of SPING look at ivan
Time to look serious. but look at ivan.
Cute sia! but wendy why so sad?!
Guess who's hand! this photo super nice ar

I like this photo Nice ar
This photo is nice too
LOL during service GOSH

2007-03-17T02:22:00.000+08:00

Yesterday Was just so so.. went Church for Zion. after church went to meet edwin and friends to eat.. yea then talked to thiam heng.. talked abt alot of things abt God and all.. now i realise Thiam heng is a really nice person man.. i believe he will be a great man of God man! and i love my new phone and my hair! hahahahaha bye

2007-03-16T01:51:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. This week has been a really tiring week for me man! after ignite was zion.. Sian ½ sia zion.. BORING! don't even know wad the pastors are speaking and was really boring lar.. hahahaas. last night as in just now 15 Mar skip Night session and accompany ben. Talk and talk and talk.. then wendy came.. wendy spoke to me,abel and ben.. yea seriously now i know how wendy feel and all.. Wendy you're the best leader to me man! after talking, went to nicole hse outside to play soccer? talk? yea then play play play till bout 11+? then abel went home with weiyi they all.. so me and ben went to slack slack.. then cycle to the park and saw a group of malay/indian/chinese guys playing soccer. so we joined and play with them. after playing went to get a drink and ben took a cab home.. yea.

2007-03-14T03:39:00.000+08:00

WOah! 3 Tiring days has just past man! IGNITE was GREAT MAN! AWESOME speakers and God Move Greatly! Every 1 was really SUPER on FIRE for God man! Super cool sia.. Praise And Worship was great! JUMP JUMP JUMP.. Jump till leg cramp liao lar.. hahaas.. anyway i cant wait to buy Sony Erricson W850i later! but sian also lar.. all my smses in my N80 Gone lar.. sian 1/2 man! cant wait to cut and dye my hair again man! wa shiok shiok.. Later got zion also! FUN FUN FUN! hahahahaha okay cya.

2007-03-11T01:38:00.001+08:00

went abel's house on friday for ben's birthday.. It was fun lar.. hahaa after bbq then follow ben go slack slack at pasir ris till 2+am then went home.. taxi fare ex sia! Yesterday suppose to wake up at 8.30am to go grandma house.. but overslept.. so i din went cell yesterday.. went grandma house with my father.. super tired lar.. then sleep sleep sleep.. till 745pm. GOT SCOOBY DOO MOVIE on channel 5! my favourite Cartoon man! hahahahas. then went to meet ben.. then we slack slack at the park near my house.. slack till 1am then ben took bus home.. and here i am blogging. Last but not least Daddy, Mummy I love you.

Stop Both of ur nonsence

2007-03-11T01:38:00.000+08:00

2007-03-06T23:14:00.000+08:00

i wanna quit my Job! but I signed the contract already! How? HOW? HOW? i got to come out with an excuse..
Anyway Ben Jia you ba! not impossible yet! HAHAHA! Wooot Cant wait for Friday night! so can go out again! Celebrate Ben's Birthday! hahahaha! bet its gonna be fun! hahaahaa... Now i know how dirty weiyi is! omgosh! can go sleep together with S*rya liao hahahaha hug him and sleep lar! hahahaa... then next morning both same smell! hahaha weiyi will know wad im talking bout right?!?!?! hahahahahah! and weiyi U still got ADIN to help u.. hahahahahaa! this is so fun lar! hahahahahaha.. Ben dont worry so much lar! i sure help u TAKE CARE de.. hahahahhaha im so crap right now.. But who cares?! hahahhahahaha!!!